I find myself back on medication. After being on it just a week I am already seeing a difference. I am more focused, calmer and a lot more rational. I know longer feel like my life is spiraling out of control. This is a wonderful feeling! I am finding myself less irritated by the kids and my patience level has grown. We have a new five year plan and I am looking forward to executing it! Part of me is still waiting for the other shoe to drop however. This happiness can not last forever can it? Am I just in a weird transition phase to another part of my depression or is this for real? Whatever it is I am going to enjoy it!